Family,Other and Ourselves

Salam..

The last post was on February, it took me about a month and 1/2 to update the new post.On reflect to my title of today post,i came across of this quote in the social networking website which totally suites me at this right time :-

"Patience with family is love,patience with others is respect and patience with self is confidence"

Lately i've been so busy, ya i do admit that i still have the time to online especially on the very addictive social networking website..probably they have this kind of drug that spread through online which makes people so addictive to be online even 24/7 without resting and wasting their time.

Back to the topic of the post, yar i've been busy on helping my parents ,as to be consider it is my duty as their child, the responsibilities, the love (as refer to the quotes above). 

Throughout this year of 2012 , at this age.. so far i would say that every single things that happened surround me have a lot of reason. last few months my mom was admitted to the hospital because of the heart problems and i did accompany her all the time. Honestly to say as a human being i do feel restless at that time but i still try my best to help her even though i had to give time towards my studies, that time i was in first semester of Master Programme in UiTM and Syukur Alhamdulilah after all those i did was paid up by Allah S.W.T, i got an excellent result cause Allah really knows us.

Then after few months my mom discharged from the hospital, my father had heart attack and i was on march at the time around 2 a.m and my mom called me around 4 a.m  and that was a sad moment to me because i couldn't do anything much just only pray to Allah S.W.T and my father was brought to the nearby hospital after Subuh.

After 2 days stayed at the hospital, the doctor asked my dad to do the bypass surgery which my dad as ex-gov officer choose to be admitted at ijn and had done  his surgery there, it took about a month for my dad stayed there and discharged after the surgery.During the time at ijn, it was super restless time for me, because i just continued my second semester and ijn is quite far from Shah Alam, which really challenged my patience towards everyone.i couldn't described what felt at that time, at one moment i was super friendly to everyone but all of sudden i changed, somehow only Allah S.W.T knows why i react like that..

My second semester courses are super hard for me to digest all the facts, i'm taking comparative human rights, again with the intellectual property (comparative copyright) and world trade system (which i've no idea about the trade system/economy at all! ) - and to be consider all courses are international courses which   are super hard for me and definately it's makes my mood sometime swing (tak kena tempat)

Now it's already April, and today is my mother birthday so "Happy Birthday Mom" , at first my family suggested to have some 'tahlil' and small kenduri but yet my father is not fully recover from the surgery.After the surgery done , his conditions was bad and on his lungs there is water that the surgeon was afraid if there any infection to him and some more he is a diabetic patient which worst come worst we as a family really need to take care of him. He already raised up me and all my sisters in a very good way and nothing can pay that even with money. 

As to end this post, i would say no matter what challenged my patience, if its involve my family members, it is my responsibility to take care of it, because of the natural bonding that came out naturally without we to ask for,  what we did it and to be consider that is the LOVE that the god give to us starting the day we born.Finally, as to ourselves , when we have the confidence to do something that some people might say it is impossible but the value of confidence in ourselves is very powerful , InsyaAllah, with the permission by God, yes we can as it's challenged our patience because everything happens with reason for goodness :)

"The most beautiful thing in this world is to see your parents smiling, and knowing that you're the reason behind that smile"

-W.N.A.Y-