Lesson of Normal Life..so far..

Hyee..

it's 2.21 a.m and it's Saturday night..yes and i'm here sitting in front my laptop..writing this post..but yet i hav no idea what i'm writing off..

Yeah, guess what song i'm listening now while writing this post..

i'm listening to one of Franks Sinatra song and it's "Saturday Night is The Loneliest Night of The Week", playing my dad's favourite oldies..yeah i like Frank.S sooo muchhh!! the best among the best pop,swing, jazz singer eva.. (errmmm ape kena ngena f.s with nomad..errr)

Ok back to the post title.. :P

nomad means people who have no fix place to stay or basically their home,residence etc lorh...but now i'm not telling u guys about living places, home..

here, i'm gonna tell about what i love and wished i can do..yeah..i wished that i have the ability to nomad..as in to go to the other places by time to time without feeling bored of doing the same routine everyday..

i wished sooner or later i got a job that i can move to the other places..but yet i realize..i am a woman and have my family consist of my dad, my mom,sisters whereas i still can't live alone without them.. :(  

Somehow year by year i realize everyone is getting older,

day by day, 

minute by minute,

even a seconds...

doesn't mean i cant live without my family that i'm a chicken and not an independent woman...

the one thing i realize that, all living this on this earth including human and the galaxy itself including the earth one day it will die..

and the time comes without a warning..even a born new baby, in a second if its a fate by god..

what i'm trying to say here, that i'm still not ready of losing any of important person in my life..i love them so much, and i would do anything to protect them...but we never can against fate.

(Manusia yang sering di uji..selalunya yang hidupnya serba ada tetapi penykitnya tidak sekali dapat di ubati tetapi jika kehidupannya dalam keadaan daif tetapi penyakit yang diterima boleh di ubati,tetapi tidak berkemampuan..uji dariNya Yang Maha Mengetahui)

Looking at what happened surrounding, there's a lots of thing I've learned, the most important value is appreciate your family and friends. people always says that family and friends always the one be by your side whenever you in a hard situation, which i would says that is definitely true!

my priority is my family , they the one that always by my side..without their helps, advice, moral, rules of life.. i guess i'm total loser then..

Friends..without them, i'm sure that i wouldn't know about the social life, eventhough nowadays there are lots of social networking thru the net has established but without the practical of social life knowledge,my life would be totally disaster (katak bawah tempurung aku..tak tahu pasal dunia) 

in focusing the knowledge of social life, it doesn't mean bad social life, but to me how i cooperate with people, how to talk to people, how to persuade people..especially in making a business or in simple way to carrying daily life routine.

That's why I  be friend with all people and they all are special and different people which have their own unique characteristic. Everyone have their good and bad side..even me myself is not perfect.As human we never can escape from evaluate a person / judgemental attitude. So here, i would like to say sorry if i have made any mistake..if something is not right, just straight tell me because sometimes we never realize of what have we done.Yet , the world is so small and if we live in one same country even in the same state,wherever we runs there's always one place that we will be meet with each other..that's is what my father had taught me in built a friendship. 

( baik buruk setiap insan , bukan untuk insan lain itu menghukumnya kerana yang pasti ada yang lebih berkuasa dari insan tersebut )

So far, my normal life..as being a part time master student, i'm helping my dad with his small business since he already retired..most of my time i spent  with my mom and dad at home, especially now during my semester break :) ( bulan 3 sudah naik class). 

Early of this month, I attended this one exam, which the exam has assessed my capability on my understanding about some particular issues that happening nowadays..and the result will be out on March, and if there is good fortune, i will go to the next step of assessment  and if i pass a dream job will be awaiting me..Insyallah jikalau ada rezeki :)

Another thing, that should mentioned in this post...

is about the engagement and wedding of all my friends that to be held on this year..btw gals and guys , i would like to thankful for the invitation, appreciate it so much! :) ( sukaa aku attend majlis-majlis nie..suka tengok orang happy) in my this year planner book most of the dates are fulled with the special day of my friends! congrats!! 

i guess..till here first..it's already 2.57 a.m...gudnyte, Muchos Gracias! :)