Social Reality

holaaa..

i love Wednesday!

cuz class x pack as hari2 laen..but dari pagi smpi ptg..then sempat lagi ptg release tension g swim wit fwens! legaaa sket fenin2 kusut2 masai2 hehehe...this is all because...

27/7- ( he always choose that no) -
last nite..again just received the bad news..hahaha as i expected..yar i already know it from the beginning..like i used to say to him last time "tggu la lagi 2 bulan..urmm around Julai" if he still remember..ah naaaa sure he forget it easily..
it's kind a hurt 2 me so much actually..but as i can see it before the time come..here we go...he actually might be happy with his life now..or i guess not..pretend to be..urmm whose know aite??? (what would u do if u already knows about the consequences?)
he actually the one want it so much..to be like this..i cant even force him to be what suppose to be..who am i rite??
but im glad ..cuz what really happening here .. its really awake me ..to be in the real world again..as what i had learn today on 28/7 in juris class..

"not all social reality is worth to be accepted..."
totally agree wit my prof..

as we now live life in the new era which people might always think about their pleasure, their needs, satisfaction but not help others..

in other words 'self-fish'..
this term pop-up from my head coz yesterday im the one who helping someone..always..and really happy to watch the one that we helped happy..but now..the 'self -fish' should be part of me coz this will makes me more strong! and people will not underestimate me! ..ohhh baikkk nyer ley pijak kpala laa..lurus bdak nie...naik minyak!..

i believe sometimes u can be so much kind like an angel to help people...but in return..u neva asked for the thank you rite..,but at least appreciate people who help u my dearest friend...

seriously..i might be gud as u can see...i also can be the pretender..pretend to be good all the time..but as i pretend 2 b someone else..it doesnt mean that im the one who hypocrite or liar because honestly i hate people with those bad attitude! i just want it to be like it should be..as what they want it to be..as long everyone is happy about it...i dont mind about my feelings anymore..sooner or later ..i believe it will cure...insyallah~ i always pray for it..amin =)