Carpe Diem is the exact term in life..

i would like to start with...

The meaning of Carpe Diem :Seize the Day
what can i understand from the meaning and what i had been told by one of my friend, the meaning of carpe diem is like we enjoy what we hav now and no worries for the future..somehow means grabs anything that infront u, because when u lost it u'll never find the same one..am i rite???



the literary meaning of carpe diem is 'make the best of the present moment'

i wrote this because, last time i regretted about something because i let it go of it, n not try to know something that so precious which i never find it again even i search for it till now...

then the new chapter begun...
so few months ago..i had one miracle things happened to me which i think this is time i should try it..
because before this i always avoid from being involved in this world when two person needs each other as a partner...
yar..it was a great experienced actually to getting know this person but...
finally i realized that something wrong with him..
which he trying to avoid something which had made an explosion of anger between me and him...
i still trying to give an effort to make it better but it still the same and at last i give up~

i know i had done something that so KEJAM towards him..because i cant control the anger inside me , im so sorry for that,
(i know someday after this it will happen to me oso 'KARMA' )
but i hope he realize it sooner because what i done is for his own goodness, to accept his apology isn't a problem to me cuz at the end all the memories will be gone, fade away and both of us can choose our own life , path follow our own rhythm of life....

rite now i just need a time and space to heal the miserable running emotion and feeling inside me ,even-though i'm happy, its only the outside of me , in deep inside of my heart only me myself can understand it....